\nfpsS kzImcykz]v\fn \n Xmtemen

       

      kvt\lw \nġv IsWvSm Ignbpw

       

       

      {Kmven tamdnkv

       

       

      FmwXnI ]mfnsb IsWvSpI

       

      Cu temIn t]tI At\Iw t]w ZoLImew \oWvSp\n H kvt\l_w DWvSmbnn. Fn¯sbpw \nfpsS A`hw As\bmIWsan.

       

      Hcp \qdp {]nbshcpsS kvt\lnt]mepw \ndm Ignbm Hcp iq\yXbpsS A`hambncnmw H]t \nfpsS DnepXv.

      Fnepw C\nbpw BiphIbpWvSv.

       

       

       

      NneXv Binm Hv ss[cysSmw.

       

      kvt\lw C\nbpw Hpw Bhiyan F AhbnsepXnapv H kv{Xo F{X BIjWobamwhn[w kpcnbmbncnm {inmsemw ? Xm sImXnXv InmXns \ncmibIm H ]pj hnizkpcnIfpsS \Nn{X F{X IWvSm aXnbmw ?

       

      \nep khpw kvt\lnthWvSn s]mcnbpIbmWv. asmw AXn]Icw hm\n. kvt\lhpambn ]pe_w t]mepanm ssewKnIkz`mh \ Nn{X ImI, ssewKnI`mK {]ZinnI, Aoet^mtImfpI hnfnI XpSnbh \nm km[nm BfpIsfdnp ]Tn imkv{X∙m IsWvSnbXv hfscb[nIw sXncn Cu BġmsS CuhI tNIfpw kvt\lnthWvSnbp Xo{hamb B{Kln\nw DSseSpXmWv FXt{X.

       

      ]t kvt\lnembncnXnv AXntXmb A]ISfpWvSv.. \mw kvt\ln bmfns hnizmkfpw kz`mhhpw amdmw, a\pw icochpw hmIyns ]nSnbneIsv A\mIjIambnocmw, acWw kvt\lnbmfn\n \s \nXyambn ths]Spnsbhcmw, Asæn ap]e kmlNcy kwPmXamImw. \psS kvt\lw F{X AKm[amtWm A{Xbpw ITn\ambncnw Cu kabs thZ\bpsS A`hhpw.

       

      \psS Ctmgs PohnXw \s \ncmisSppshntmepw IqSpXt]w XfpsS PohnX]mfnbn\n X bYmambn B{Kln Imcytfdnv Hmmt]mepw ss[cysSmhcmWv. XfpsS kz]v\ns\m H ]mfn thWvSnbp hyY hnnhmam{Xta Ccw NnI DXIq F \mw IXp. Hcnepw ]qoIcnsSpIbn \psS \nKqVamb BiI Fnepw AXp amp t]mn hnpamdm H AcWvS thZ\t]mse IqsSs \nev.

       

      H \nanjw ! \nfpsS Bmhns Bgnep B kz]v\, AXv F{XXs A{]m]yamsWnepw AXns\ Ctm H t\cnSq. FsmsbmWv AXn\n shfnsSpsX ImWm H ss[cysSq.

       

      Cs\sbmcmthWvSn \n s\mcsSpIbmWv.

       

             Fw \nv A`nam\nmhp

             ]qambpw hnizknmhp

             Ftmgpw \ntfmSpIqsSbncn

       

      Cs\sbmcmthWvSnbmWv \n KqVambn B{KlnXv

       

             \nfpsS P\\w apX \n klnXpw BkzZnXpamb A`hfpsS H shdpw t{imXmh, {]X|X B A`hfn \ntfmsSmapWvSmbn Hcm

             \nsf Ftmgpw ]qambn a\nem Hcm

             hj ]dt]mXkcnv _pnbpw inbpw kucyhpw antmIm Hcm.

       

      Cs\sbmcmsfbmWv \nv BhiyapXv

       

             \nthWvSn krnssXv tXm hn[n \nfpsS Bhiy \ndthp Hcmsf

             \nfnse Ghpw \Xns\ ]pdpsImWvSph, \nġv FnnSnm IgnbpXns Atbw Dbcn Fm \nsf klmbn Hcmsf

             \nfpsS s\mc Dsmm am{Xa F{X KpXcamb {]Xnkn bnepw \nsf klmbnm Ignbp Hcmsf

             \nfpsS Ghpw PpKp]vkmhlamb clky t]mepw Adnbp Fm \nsfdnv Ghpw \mbn Nnn Hcmsf

             \n B{Kln kabv \n FhnsSbmbnmepw \ntfmSpIqsSbncnm Ignbp Hcmsf

             \nsf tcmamwsImn, ]q Xr]vXn X kvt\lw sImWvSv \nsf Ftmgpw kvt\ln Hcmsf

       

      \nsf Ftmgpw klmbn, Fm \nfpsS hynXzhnIk\s Hcnepw XSsSpm, \nv Hcnepw hnckXbpfhmm, Hcnepw amwhcm HcmthWvSn \n sImXn.

       

      Ahkm\ambn tcmKmtem A]ISmtem acWmtem \nfpsS Hma\ \nġv \stsa \nccamb `oXn Hcnepw \nġv Xcm HcmthWvSn \n B{Kln.

       

      B\aWvScw !

       

      C{Xbpw HnWnhcWsan B Hcm ssZhambncnWw. ]t ssZhnv Fs\ \s klmbnm Ignbpw ? \mw shdpw PUw. ssZhw AYhm DsWvSn s Apbcnep A{Kmlyamb Bmhpw. ssZhhpambn H kulrZw F hnNmcwt]mepw hnnw.

       

      AtXm AXs\btWm ? \apv AmXamb aefn \mw hnNmcnm ]eXpw DWvSmbncnmw \psS PohnXntev s]sv IShv \s AXnibnn H ssZhw Xsbpw. FpsImWvSmWv \s \nn B A\_pn k^eamm\mhm KqVamb A`nemj \psSbpn¯Xv ? \s krn ssZhw FenbpsS {]mWthZ\ IWvSv ckn ]qsbtmsebmtWm ? AtXm ssZhss \nfpsS D kvt\lnX\mbn \n sXcsSphm\mtWm ]mfnsbdnv Ccw Akmam\yamb k \nfpsS Dn ssZhw CpXXv. AXpt]mse ssZhsdnv \nġv thWvS AdnhnmXpsImWvSmtWm ssZhw C{X Xpd hnImciq\y\mb Ht]mse tXmnsSpXv ? ssZhnv {]tXyInv hnImc Hansæn, kwkmcnmt\m, kvt\lnmt\m Ignhnsæn \apv \psS krmhnt\m IqSpX IgnhpI DsWvSmWw. AtXXmbmepw Akw_w \apv CXns\msbp IgnhpI DsWvSn ssZhnv CXns\msbpw CXn\pdhpap IgnhpIfpWvSv.

       

      ]t ssZhw \psS Dmkw \innh\mWv. AtXm ]m]amtWm Ahkm\w \psS B\w XmdpamdmXv ? F{X BIjIamWv ]m]w Fnepw HSphn tJZamWXv XXv. ckw]nSn aZy]m\ns\mSphn ISp XethZ\, ssewKnI kpJnthWvSnbp Hmns\mSphn PmckXnIfpw ssewKnItcmKfpw. ]m]w Ahkm\w \mWtSpw thZ\bpw t_m[hpw \psS PohnXnte sImWvSph. amscnepw sNbvX ns ^eambn apdnth BtcmsSnepw H tNmZnpt\mq XfpsS km[\ tamnsh, ]mfnIfm s]sv Dt]nsh, aZy]nv hml\tamSnXpaqeapWvSmb A]ISfm AwKsshIeyw kw`hnh, I_fnn sh, A]hmZ{]NcWnv CcIfmbnoh. Hcn X sNm CsnXpw Ctm shdpXpamb Imcy \nm IgnbmsX sRfn]ncn sImphtcdnv Fp]dbp. ChcnemtcmsSnepw tNmZnpt\mq ssZhns hgnI B\w \innXmtWm AtXm B\w XXmtWm Fv.

       

      ]t ssZhw apjnnwhn[w hnck\mWv. \nġXv XobmtWm ? \apv Nnnm IgnbpXn\pdamb Imcy sNph\t ssZhw. \apv kz]v\w ImWm IgnbpXnt\mfpw henb Imcy sNm Ignbp Htcsbm hynbpambn kvt\l_ԯnemhpI F]dbpXv Hmtcm\nanjhpw IuXpIw \ndXmhnt ? C{X Bcm[y\mb hynbpambn \nġv Hcnepw Ahkm\nm kvt\l_ԯn AhkcapWvSv. A\in Ah\nepWvSv. Aham{Xta \nnep B iq\yX \ndphm IgnbpIbpq C{X hmRvOtbmsS \n At\zjnpsImWvSn B PohnX]mfn Ah\mWv.

       

      ]t F\nv kv]inm Ignbp HcmsfbmWv thWvSXv. ssZhw \ns kIe Bhiyfpw a\nemh\mWv.

       

      Ghpw henb t{]aw

       

      \n Bgambn kvt\lnsSp. ap ]ew \n H]t Bbncfnsemh\mbncnmw. ]t \nfpsS krmhn\s\b. hmkvXhn ImcyamtWvS B hynbpsS In \n Ghpw apJyhynbmWv. \nfpsS {]m[m\yw F{XbmsW tNmZnm Fmw XnI H hnhmlnepXpt]mse ASp _w \nfpambn m]nm ssZhw Xmev]cysaSphn[w.

       

      \n Hcmsf hnizknXpsImWvSpam{Xw Abmfpambn hnhml_amIbn. ssZhn hnizknXpsImWvSpam{Xw ssZhhpsamv PohnmsamIbn. ]nbn \S Nne NSpI sImWvSv Hambn; bYm hnhmlw F]dm Hcmsf ]cn]qambn hnizknv \nfpsS kIehpw \ntfsbpw PohnXImew apgpht\ambn GnpsImSpIbmWv. \nfpsS krmhv As\ sNm HamWv. Fm H hnhmlw hnPbnm Hcm am{Xw hnNmcnm t]mcm.

       

      H A\mYsnsb [\nIw eo\amb H sNdpmc IeymWw Ignm AhfpsS AhbpsS \mWtSv Ah GsSpIbpw Ahs kaqlnep m\alnabn Ahġv ]mfnw InpIbpamWv sNpXv. Ahs kn Ahġv AhImiw Inpp AtXkabw AhfpsS IS hotWvS _myX Ah\mbno. CXns\ kw`hnWsan Ah aphscsbms Dt]nv Ahsfs Ah AdNnd km[\tfmSpIqSn hnhmln Ahv GnpsImSpWw. AhsXmw Ah Ah sImSpsan AhtsXmw Ah Ahw sImSpw.

       

      CXpt]mse \mw \apsXmw ssZhn sImSpsan \psS kabw, IgnhpI, kulrZ As\sbmw AhsXmw ssZhw \apv Xw. \psS Ghpw \mWwsI sNbvXnI \mw tbiphn ssIamdp Ctmgpw \ap {]nbw tXm Nne sXpIfpwIqsS AXv AhtXmbno. AXmWhs\ sImXv. ]Icw tbiphns \∙bpw ]qXbpw \ptSXmbno. As\ ]cnip\mb ssZhhpambn D kulrZw m]nm \apv IgnbpIbpw sNp.

       

      ssZhhpambn HmXneqsS \apsXmw X\nv lnXwtXm hn[n D]tbmKnm AhImiw \mw ssZhn sImSpIbmWv. Fm {]]krmhv Ahs kkpamWv \apv e`yamnXv. Ahs A\in]Icambn \psS IgnhpI \mw hpamdp. PohnXw aptmpsImWvSpt]mhm \psS {]bXv\ Ahs A\m\n]Icambpw. `qanbnep dpImew \mw ssZhn sImSp, Ah \apv \nXyPohnXw ]Icw X.

       

      Fs\ t\mnbmepw \n em`hpw ssZhn \hpamWv. ]t ssZhw \nfpambn kvt\lnemWv. \nġv knm IgnbpXn\pdamb H hnip _w \nfpambn m]nhm Ah shp. \n ]pdtImpt]mbn Ahs\ ZpxJnnXv.

       

      C\n Xmsgdbp Imcyw H hnhmlip{iqjp XpeyamWv. AXn \n kzbw apgph\mbn Imhn kan, Ahs\ \nfpsS ssZhamnsmWvSv. ]Icw cmPm[ncmP Xmambn Bob_ԯnemhm Xhn[w \nsf Dbp. Xss apgph\mbn Ah \n\v hmKvZm\w sNp. C\n h hmI \nfpsS icnbmb Ahsb shfnsSppXmsWn ssZhtmSp {]m\ bmbn ammhpXmWv.

       

      {]nb ssZhta,

       

      Rm F{X \oN\mbnsh bmYmyw Fs lrZbw s]mn. Fs ]m] sImWvSv Rm \ns Znnpshnepw \o \ns ]p{X\mb tbiphns\ Cu temIntebp. Fs ]m]v Alamb acWinp ]Icw Ah Xs Pohs\ sImSpv Fs hnSphnp.

       

      \o \nss apgph\mbn F\n X. B alm kvt\lnv ]Icw Fs s \n\ Xhm Rm B{Kln. F\nsXmw \n\ Xhm Rm XmdmWv. Rm \ns kvt\lnIbpw am\nIbpw AkcnIbpw sNpw. Fs ]m]tfbpw Rm {]nbwhncn sXpItfbpw \ns Imev hp. Hcnepw H ]m]hpw sNbvXnnm Hcmsfsbt]mse \o Fs kzoIcnshv Rm a\nem. \n\v {]kmZIcamb PohnXw \bnXn inbpw \o F\nv Ctm Xtm.

       

      arX|hnt]mepw ths]Spm\mhm{X ihpw Dujvafhpamb kvt\l_w \mw Xn Bcw`nhm Ctmį Ahkcn \n.

       

      kzntbpw `qanbptSbpw Imhv \nfpsS \nKqV hnNmcsfmw Adnbph\mWv. \n BmambmWv Cu {]m\ {]mnsXn H ]pXnb BobtaJebntev \n {]thinncnIbmWv. hnizknm {]bmkw At ! H amhpw DWvSmbXmbn tXman. ]t ssZhns t\mn As\b. \nfpsS PohnXn kaqe]cnh\w hp hnhmlPohnXw XpSngnp.

       

      \nv FptXm FX AXns sXfnhv. (AXmbXv \nv Ctmgpw t_m[w tXmtWvSm, ktmjw tXmtWvSm Fsma) ]nstbm ssZhns hnizkvXXbnemWv. ss__nfn¡qSn Ah hmKvZm\w sNbvXnpWvSv Xs ]m]sf hnpXncnv tbiphnte t\mh ipcmbn H ]pXnb `mhnbntev {]thinsav. ssZhw H Wb\.

       

      CXv BZyambmWv \n Cs\ {]mnsXn \nġv IqSpX klmbw DSs\ BhiyamWv. Ctmįs F\nv H Csabn Abq. \nfn\n GXmw hmI \nthWvSn {]mnhmw IqSpX ]npW \n Xhmw Fs klmbnw.

       

      Csabn AbI: love@net-burst.net

       

      B A\}\ ]mfn

       

      ]gbImefn {]Wbn Xsfs ad ImSpIbdnb ImapI aXhnizmknItf Ambnsntmepw aX]camb hmI kpe`ambn D]tbmKnn.

       

              Ah AhfpsS tZh_nw_amWv

              Ah Ahsf Bcm[n.

              \o H amemJbmWv.

              Ah H tZhnbmWv.

              Ah Nhnnb apt]mepw Ah ]qPn.

              hnhmlw kzn \S.

       

      Ch Adntm AdnbmsXtbm HImcyw kv]amIbmWv aXhpw \apv A`hnm Ignbp Ghpw henb kvt\lhpw GtXm hn[n _spInS Fv.

       

      \nsf krnhambp Dujvafamb _ԯnemXphtcbpw \nfpsS Bs\mcw amdpIbn. ssZhamWv \n B{Kln B A\}\ ]mfn. ]t ssZhns B ]qX Ahs\ A{]m]yam. ki\mb ssZhw `bcamb hnipnbph\mWv, ]qambpw \∙bmWv, H sXphpw Cmh\mWv. \mw CXns\ms t\tc hn]coXhpw. ssZhw ]cn]q\mWv, Dze{]ImiamWv. Ahambn XmcXaysSpptm \mw AImcamWv. am{Xhpa shfnnapn AImcw CmXmhpIbpw sNp.

       

      bmYmynte Xncnph

       

      CXm \mw `qanbntev aqnhogp. CXns\m t]mwhgnbpWvSv. ]t Cu t]mwhgn F{X BcyIcw FdnbpXnv {]iv\w F{X KpcpXcw Fv a\nemt WvSXpWvSv.. Cu {]iv\s A`napJoIcntm ssIIsImWvSv \psS IpI aqSm \mw B{Klnw Gsdmew Cpapdnbn Ignbm kqcy{]Imintehtm sNpXpt]mse. ]t Cu kXys t\cnSpXmWv asmnw IgnbmXpt]mse \s kzX{cmhm klmbnXv.

       

      \mw H Bip]{Xnbn sNpIbmWv. HmtdjthWvSn {]tXyIhkv{XfWnv Xmdmbn \n tUmv \s kv]inhm km[ntam ? \mw tcmKnIf, fnphrnbmbnpambncnw sNpXv. Fm Hmtdjs am\Zާġkcnv Xmdmbn \n tUm \s sXmSpXv AWpkw{IaWn\nSbmw. CXpXsbmWv hnip\mb ssZhns apn \psS Ah. \mw hfsc \ H hynbmbncnw. ]t ssZhns AXpeyamb hnipnbpsS {]amWfpambn Xnp t\mtm \mw jvTtcmKnI XpeycmWv, Bobambn almtcmKnIfmWv. ssZhn \s sXmpIqSm.

       

      AsXm IS NnbmWv. ]t \psS A]qX Imcy hyambn ImXn \nvv \s XSbp. Imcy hfsc tamiamsW tXm DsWvSnepw \mw kXyn\nv HmSn AIepIbmWv, A_pZ]cntim[\v hnt[bcmIm hnkXn Bġmsctmse; t\ct IWvSp]nSnsm acWn]Icw Poh\mWv InpsXntmepw.

       

      \mw Hcnepw sNpIbnm IrXyfpsS dntmpI hmbntm \apv \sns H \ A`n{]mbw tXmw. AXpt]mseXs \hsc s]mXpsh IXsSp Nne Nne sXpIfneIsp F tItm H KqVamb ktmjhpw tXmmw. CXv \mw Zbmlo\∙mcmbXpsImWvS. \psS a\mnbn \nb t_m[ns apdhnfnsb \namm \ncmim]qamb H {ians `mKw am{XamWv. Cu t_m[tdnv NnnmXncnm \mw \qdp\qdp XncIsImWvSv \psS PohnXw \ndp. ]t Dnsbpn \apdnbmw ]cnip\mb ssZhns apn \mw hmfnIfmsWv. Cu Nnsb \psS Dn \n Nhnnpdmn F \mw Nnntmgpw hnNmcnXnepdambn AXns \nb{WnemWv \mw. t_m[w dm hgn aphsS PohnXnse sXpI IsWvSpIbmWv. AXpsImWvSv ASnm\ImcWw a\nemmsX Cu kz`mhw \mw XpS. NnecmsWn ssZhntmepw sXpIsWvSpw. ssZhs Icnhmcn tm \mw tdqSn ipcmbntmntbsahv.

       

      \mw ssZhns {]amW XnckvIcn, At\ym\yw t{Zmln. Fnv kIe gnsbpw DchmZnw ssZhnsta sInhpIbpw sNp. FpsImWvSv \nc]cm[nI IstSWvSnh ? F \mw tcmjwsImp. \psS tIm]hpw, Bnbpw Im]Syhpw \nanw \nc]cm[nI IsSm\nSbmb \qdp\qdp kw`h adsImWvSv. Xobmbpw Nne \ot]mI amsnepw henb t{Zmlw sNbvXXmbn \apv tXmIbn. DZmlcWambn Xs nv \ amv Inm\mbn FIvkman\amsc kzm[o\nXv. ]t ssZhnv Ccw AkXyġv Iqp\n¡m\mhnsam{Xw.

       

      ssZhw kvt\lamsWn FpsImWvSv Ah Cu temIn Cu Xn∙Isfmw AhZn ? Cc\ymbwsImWvSv Iv SmIm Bw ImcWw hyamWv. ssZhw Cu temIn\nv kIe Xn∙Ifpw D∙qe\w sNm\m{Kln. Fam{Xa Ah As\ sNm \nbnncn kabw ASpphcnIbpamWv (2]t{Xm: 3: 913). ]t Fs\bmWv \oXn \SmnsmWvSpw AtXkabw Ftbpw \ntfbpw \innmsXbpw Ah AXv sNpI ?

       

      hnjantWvS. CXv H ip`]cyhkmbnbmb IYbmWv. kXyamsWv \psSbpn t_myap Imcysf A`napJoIcnhm ss[cywImp Ghw Aaqeyamb {]Xn ^ew \nbamWv. ssZhnv \s \mw kz]v\w IWvSnpXnw Apdamb kucynv DSaIfmm Ignbpw. AXpsImWvSv apJw \mImXnv ImSn Xn smnXnXpeyamb {]XnIcWw \n\nWvSmtIWvS Bhiyan.

       

       

      AXnkucyaphcmI

       

      \mImthWvSn C\n sXpI BhnmXnmaXn F \n IXpshn AXv A_amWv. AXpsImWvSv H {]tbmP\hpapWvSmIbn. ssewKnI_w hgnbmbn FbvUvkv _m[n Hcm C\n ssewKnI_ԯntesSpIbns Xoam\nm AbmfpsS FbvUvkv t`Zamtam ? KXIme]m] \psS cn _m[n FbvUvkv t]msebmWv. Hcmw Xs `qXImew ambvpIfbm\mhn.

       

      NneImcy ssZhnv sNmt\ BhpIbn. A]ISIcamb thKn ImtdmSnXnv tImSXnbn lmPcms HcmfpsS ImcysaSpmw. Abm PUvPnbpsS ASp H kvt\lnX\mWv. Xs kplrmbXpsImWvSv Abm \nc]cm[nbmsWv B PUvPn hn[nm ]ptam ? Asæn Xpeyw sNbvX aphtcm d in sImSpm ? B t]cnv AlXbnm H PUvPnam{Xta \nbaewL\w innmsX hnSmw hmfnItfmSv arZpkao]\w ssIsmmw IgnbpIbpq.

       

      ssZhw \psS \ymbm[n]\mWv ImcWw kzbw`qhmb H ajyan. kzbw Xoam\nXkcnv P\n BscnepaptWvSm ? AYhm Xs ns hnceSbmfw H cq]I\sNm Ignbp Hcm ? ImhmWv \psS krmhv. AXpsImWvSp Xs \psS DSaw. ssZhs sSpn \mw Nnn Xetm ssZhw krnXmv. \mw D]tbmKnItbm Zpcp]tbmKnItbm sNbvX Fmw ssZhns hIbmv. AXnsbw \mw Csmepansænepw \psS Hmtcm {]hrnw \mw ssZhtmSp IW]dtbWvSXpsWvSmv. \psS kzmX ]etcbpw t{Zmlnp. kIetSbpw \ymbm[n]v \mw sNbvX t{Zmlw AhKWnm\mhpIbn. \mw Xsbm hmfnI innsSmsXt]mbtm ssZhtmSp tcmjwsImWvSXv. AXpsImWvSv hnhcWmXoXambhn[n ssZhw \ns kvt\lnsnepw \o H hmfnbmsW ssZhn {]Jym]nt aXnbmIq \o in A`hnt aXnbmIq.

       

      As\sbn ctWvScWvSv D]mbtf Ahtijnq. HIn \o in A`hnI, Asæn amscnepw \n\]Icw in A`hnI.

       

      \nfpsS ]m] in Rm GsSpmsa hnNmcnXp auVyw. Fs kzw ]m] in Xs thWvSpthmfapWvSv. ]t cWvSmbncw hjapv ssZh]p{X Xs kznse knwlmk\whnv `qanbntendn. ]m]anmsX Pohn Htcsbm ]qajy\mbn Ah Xo. Ahs hnipnbpsS {]Imin \psS Ghpw henb \∙{]hrnIt]mepw AgpNmense sNfn kaw. AXpsImWvSv H hmfnsbtmse acnXns thZ\bpw ebpw Ah kza\mse GsSpm Xmdmbtm, `qan ]nSnpepm X {]m[m\yap H ImcyamWv kw`hnXv. \njvf\mb ssZh]p{X \ns ]m]ns apgph inbpw Xs tXmfn hlnp.

       

      acWnapv tbip h\mXoXamb thZ\ Xs icocn hlnp. ]t Xm A`hn lrZbthZ\bpw BobthZ\bpw AXnse{Xtbm A[nIambn. \nXyImehpw ssZhtmSv A\\y\mb hyn cnin¡nSsImWvSv \nehnfnp Fs ssZhta, \o Fs ssIhnsXv ? ajyens apgph ]m]ntbpw `bm\Iamb in apgph\mbn hlnpXoXphtcbpw ]nXmhmb ssZhnv Xs {]nb]p{X\n\nv Ah Cu temInse Ghpw \oNw ]m]nbpamb Hhs\ \nebn apJw XncnpIftbWvSnh. \mw sNbvX apgph ]m]ntbpw ]cnlmcw hnbtijw tbip acWns inIsfsbmw XIpsImWvSv PohnXntev hoWvSpw {]thinp, \apv ]npScm H ]mX XpdnpsImWvSv.

       

      lrZbt`ZIamb Cu kvt\l{]IS\ns ey_np \nfmWv. Cu A\kvt\lw \n Xnckvcntam ?

       

      Cu DZmamb t{]aw BkzZnI.

       

      \psS m\v acnXphgn tbip \nbahnt[bamnbXv mcs\nepw \n in A`hnt WvSXn F kmlNcyamWv. ]t kzX{\mbn t]mXnapv \nfpsS `mKp\np sNtWvS Nne ImcyfpWvSv.

       

      {]]ns Imhpambn kplrZv_ԯnemXnv, ssZhin \nfneqsS HgpXnv, FtWvS Dbcn \n FpXnv, \n H sXcsSpWw. CXp hniZoIcnm B hmfnbmb ss{UhdpsS DZmlcWnte Xncnphcmw.

       

      A]ISIcamb thKn ImtdmSn ajyv inbmbn apgph XpIbpw ]ng hn[nm kplrmsWnepw PUvPn _my\mWv. Fm kplrnv B XpI sImSpp klmbnm PUvPnv AhImiapWvSv. C\n B ajys\ B{ibnncn kplrns kvt\tlm]lmcw kzoIcnWtam thWvStbm FXv.

       

      \n]Icw Iw klnhm Xs kX \n \ncknshn AXv tbiphns lrZbw XIw. AXns ]cnWmaw \nXs apgph ]ngbpw HSpWw FXmWv. AXmWv ssZhw \ntfdnv Hpw B{Klnm Imcyhpw. ssZhw B{KlnXv \nsf \cIns `oIcXbn\nv cnmw \nfpambn k^ehpw ]qhpamb H _ԯnembncnmamWv. As\ thWsan \n B kvt\tlm]lmcw kzoIcnWw. AXmbXv B km\w (tbip \nfpsS ]m]thWvSn acnp FXv) \nv BhiyamsWv \n AwKoIcnWw.

       

      asmImcywIqSnbpWvSv. XpSw KXmKX\nba sXnmw A]ISIcamb thKn ImtdmSnmamWv B ajys Xoam\santem ? Abm aphv H `ojWnbmWv. Abmsf innmsX hnSpXv H henb sXmWv.

       

      CXpt]mse ssZh{]amW XpSw ewLnpsImWvSpXs Pohnm\mWv \nfpsS Xoam\san \nsf innmsX hnSpXv ssZhns `mKp\nv A\ymbamw.

       

      Cu t]mbnv hnpt]mb BbncfpsS `mhntbmv Rm hndpIbmWv. asm Nn{Xw CXv IqSpX hyamw.

       

      ]m]fpsS H ISen \n hot]mbncnIbmWv. ]nSnpIbdn csSm km[nm IngpmwXqmb ]mdIfmWv XocpXv. Hcmw Ftw \onnSm\mhntm. Bgw \nsf `bsSpp, H {]tXyI`mKsmgnv. AhnSw \nv BkzmZyIcambntmn. AhnsS \n ssIImepIfnfn shw sXdnnv cknXv Im Bsnepw \nsf cnt WvS BhiyapsWvS tXmtam ? AYhm `KocY{]bX\w \Sn \nsf cnm¯sbpw hoWvSpw B ISentev apXeqpm\mWv \nfpsS `mhsan \nsf hensSpXn Fw ? ]m]tfmSv BlXym]camb H BIjWap Btcbpw cnsSpm\mhn.

       

      ]m]w IqSmsX H PohnXw \bnm am{Xta ssZhns \∙I A`hnm km[nq Fv CXn\an. \mw ]m]ns acW]mi_\nemWv. tbiphn am{Xta B ]nSnhnSphnm IgnbpIbpq. ]t sXmsWv ssZhw ]dbp Imcyfn\nv tbip \ns hnSphnm \n\v kXamtWm ? Nne ]m]tfmSp \ns Xmcyw Fstambn FSppamsSphm \o kXntam ?

       

      \psS B{Kl ssZhw am\n. \psS PohnXns Fm `mKfnepw \nb{Wap ssZhambn Ahs\ \n kzoIcnnsæn AXv Ahs\ thZ\nnIbpw \ncmisSppIbpw sNpw. ]t Xs kuayXbn \nfpsS kzw hgn t]mIm Ah AhZnw. XnckvcWns thZ\ ssZhttmse Adnbmhp aman.

       

      Hcmsfbpw \n_nv Bscsbnepw kvt\lnnm\mhpIbn. kZmXmhmbh sNmsXmw sNbvXpIgnp. C\n \nfpsS DugamWv.

       

      \psS krmhns\ AhKWnI FXmWv HcmsNm Ignbp Ghpw henb hnnw. \mw A`hn Fm \∙bpw ssZhn\nmWv. (]nSnInm \ngt]mse amdntm, ssZhs ZpxJnn, ]m]ns WnIamb kpJw t]mepw ssZhw X kwthZ\inbp C{nbfpXpsImWvSmWv \ap`h thZyamXv.) \nfpsS icoctImi Hanp\npXh\mWv. \psS Dn \S, \mw H\nanjwt]mepw Nnnm ApXIcamb {]h\fpsS Imcytam? Xs ApXkvt\ltmSp {]XnIcnm Ahkcw hoWvSpw hoWvSpw sImSpnpw Xs Xnfbphtcbpw Ah ]cn]men. ssZhw XfpsS PohnXn {]thinm Ah B{Klnn. Fnepw ssZhw AhtSbpw ta arZphpw Dujvafhpw at\mlchpw BkzmZyIchpw Dt∙jIchpw {XknnXpw DbpXpamb Hcmbncw \∙I hjnn. Fnmepw Ahkm\w ssZhn\n th]ncnp Pohnm\m{KlnhsS B{Klw t]mse Ah \IsSp. AXmWv `bm\Iamb Ayw. Fm \∙bpw kucyhpw ]qXbpw khpw krn ssZhn\nmWv. Ah\n\nv Fstambn apdnpamsSpI FXmWv Nnnm IgnbpXnhthpw `bcw.

       

      sXmsWv ssZhw ]dbp Imcy \nm \n XmdmIbpw tbip \nfpsS ]m]thWvSn acnp F \n AwKoIcnIbpw sNpIbmsWn \n ssZhs Xmt\hpw A[nIw sNm\m{Kln H Imcyw sNm AhZnIbmWv AXmbXv \oXn]qIambn \tIWvS in \Ibpw AtX kabw \nsf tbip{InkvXphnt\mse ]qXbp Hh\mbn ]cnKWnIbpw.

       

      AXv \nsf ssZhns Zrnbn ipnbphw Hcnepw amn\nsSm Bhiyanm Hhamno. Atm \nv Cu {]]nse AXpey hynbpambn Ahkm\anm kvt\l_w Bcw`nmw Ignbp.

       

      \ns PohnXw Imhnv kanpsImWvSv {]mnhm \o HamtWm ? AsX

      \nġv Cwojv Adnbmsan C\n ]dbp A_sskpI {]tbmP\Icamw.

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